What Will People Say

                    What Will People SAY?

  Her phone was vibrating , I said,"it's a call, i think". But she didn't respond . Her phone vibrated the second time, she had an expression of fear .
   We were in market then, of our so called small town with small common typical traditional cheap thinking.
    "its a call Amaya, pick it up ,it may be urgent".
    "What will people say" ,she said with a feeling like she would committe any crime by picking it up.
    "If I pick up the call people may think, I am talking to a boy. So, it's not good to pick up the call in public "
    The moment I heard this,my face was full of anger,and she had obviously observed that. Cause I only think about what is wrong or right! Not, "What will people say?"
     Well, she was the type of girl who would firstly not take phone with her, cause for her, it's a Bad Manner. Secondly, if she took it with her she wouldn't take it out.
    This time her phone vibrated for the third time,and my anger have reached third time of initial.
    But she, the so called Bharat Mata didn't pick it up.
    "At least just see who is calling".
    She checked her phone inside her bag without taking it out.
    "its an unknown number Shivangi"
    "It may be Urgent Amaya, why don't you understand"
    "Okay, I will call back, when I will reach back  home" she said with the feeling of being perplexingly confused between call and the thinking of "What Will People Say" .
  When we reached at my place she called on that number twice,  but there was no response.
  "It may be like a wrong number, let us forget it, I shouldn't have called on it" she said
  "Okay, Bharat mata gi " I said to her, with my hands folded in the position of namaste at my head.
   Then her phone again vibrated,  it was the same number. She picked up the call, it was from her sister's school and was urgent.  Her sister had got faint in the school and was now admitted in the hospital because of some health issues that I don't know much about. The school administration was continously trying to call at her home, but there was no response, at her father it was busy and at her which was silent. I was worried about her sister but one part of me, still wanted to shout at her loudly , now think na "What Will People Say"!!!!!!!!.

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      Amaya A girl of power, having a brain that could make anyone feel same, humorous to that extent, that anyone would like to be with her, she was the friend of anyone, and anyone would become her. She had all that perfectness that any girl would want, beautiful like hell, that anyone would forget the whole world just staring at her, fashion sense like a diva. But everything in the world has a little imperfect side, even the moon have marks, so was she.     
    The only inadequacy she has, was, she would forget about you, when she is with others, that was the only inadequacy she had that would  make you feel like your heart is mashed by a hard hitted hammer. And the only thinking of her that I have grudge to her is, before doing  anything she would at least think twice, "What Will People Say".
   I had thought, that after that incident at least she wouldn't think "What Will People Say"  before doing anything, but the moon doesn't become full in one day it takes 15 days.

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      We were in 12th  and everyone have decided their aim which they wanted to achieve in their life and finally my struggle and search of my extra talent had met me. And now I knew that I wanted to be a writer, an author and a poet. She, Amaya, as well have got her aim she knew she can be, she wanted to be, she deserved to be an Air Hostess, because she wanted to fly across the world .
    And one day before our class discussing about our future life and plans, as we were best friends forever no secret no lies type, told each other that I will start writing my novel after the traumatic boards exam, and she will apply for becoming an Air Hostess.
    But destiny had different plans for us. And our life changed grandoquiently, we had a conflict after board exam and we were not in touch for 2-3 months.
    After our results came, we finally talked after an interval of 2-3 months. We both were frustrated with our bihar boards results. 
    Then after 2-3 weeks she told me that she is taking admission in an Engineering College. I was fiercely shocked with these words of her.
    "Why are you taking an admission in an Engineering College when you wanted to be Air Hostess and fly across the world"  I said with a complicated astonishing expression on my face.
    Shivi don't you understand,  "What Will People Say".
    "What" I said in a desperately surprised way.
    "Do I am  waitress, I am maid". She said with a complex feeling. "And by the way my parents want me to be an Engineer"  she said further.
    "And what you want to do Amaya, your dream, your ambitious, your wishes, what about that, you will let it die like this. Why just because, "What Will People Say ". Come on Amaya just grow up, don't get influenced by other and opt up a carrier in which you can't give your 100% and you want to spend your 4 years around book becoming a Google search engine for engineering just because your parents wants and What will people say. You, you Amaya you are ruining your life yourself. "
    And I was desperate with her words, but tried to convince her even after knowing that she can't be ever convinced.
    And finally she took admission in an Engineering College, just because" What Will People Say ". And I continued my writing.

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    Amaya was a girl with intelligence and bravery both, she could have done anything she wanted, but not everything can be managed on the basis of intelligence and bravery, Willininess does matter most. And the same thing happened with her, in the first semester she passed but not with an impressive marks, and not because of her Willininess but because of her hard work.
    But things were getting bitter for her with every passing day.
    In second semester, because of her low performance in latter exam, even after being the high scorer of high school, her confidence have broken up into pieces and so was her bravery and intelligence.
    The lectures were going out of her mind , the more she tried to understand , the more complex topics were getting for her, and more she started waking up at night and which lead her to to nothing, but getting hospitalised..
            
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   When I came to know about it I went to see her I was frightened to imagine in what condition I may found her, my imagination were showing me worse part I could have never ever seen in even  nightmares .
   With slow feeble step I entered in her room. She was sleeping on her bed like a baby weak and wimpy.
  Seeing her on bed like that I was feeling worse for her, tears were rolling down my cheeks ,My heart which was feeling hollow then wanted to cry with my weeping eyes, now think na "What Will People Say".
        
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Written by
Shivangi Saumya suhani

Woman Empowerment, Why??

     Woman empowerment, the most burning topic of today's Indian politics, I, since childhood, have used to hear it, but it's been few year I had started thinking why doesn't we talk about men empowerment????  Why doesn't we talk about men education??? Why doesn't we talk about men protection??? Why doesn't we talk about what men should wear???? Why doesn't we talk about men employment????? Why? Why? And why?
    I never got the answer, and the answer given by others didn't satisfied me at all.
    These questions started revolving around me since I was in 10th ,  although I m from a family where these thing doesn't matter whether if am a girl or a boy, I have  been brought up by my parents like there child not as their daughter or son.
    But further I used to see that there were several programme which provided different facilities to girl, only for girl under some women empowerment programme, I was delighted with it, but since then the fact I wasn't getting was "Woman Empowerment",and why doesn't something exist like" Man Empowerment ".
     This question was whenever asked by me to others, an astonishing expressions appeared with clear perplexing feeling on their face, which told me my answer.
      Perhaps the woman are weak in comparison to man physically even after carrying a baby in their stomach for 9 months and bearing the complicated pain to bring that child in this world, Perhaps woman have less intelligence than man even after managing the whole house hold things from money matter to tidiness and from tidiness to cooking and from cooking to taking care of every family member and their things Or Perhaps the man or our society or our culture have made women weaker in front of Man so that we could talk about "Woman Empowerment"  not "Man Empowerment".

Written  by
Shivangi Saumya Suhani
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Forgetfulness Of Politicians

Hii everyone.
I think probably you have read the decent popular article "Forgetting"  by Rupert Lynd in which he had written that everyone is forgetful in there own way but the most forgetful person is a 'leader'.
And the current example which prove it is the most highlighted news now days.

We have seen on news statement of Asaduddin Owaisi,
"I m not gonna  say  'Bharat Mata Ki Jai' as it isn't written in India constitution,  I will not say Bharat Mata Ki Jai even if any one will put knife on my neck".

But he himself doesn't know that he said Bharat
Mata KI jai twice in his own statement in which he stated we wont.

This statement itself proves how these politicians are forgetful.
They just want to encourage communitism in India, which is there main motive by which they can stay in news for all time
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And these media doesn't notice these stupidity and show these news,  converting it into a big debate just for TRP.
I think these media have forgotten their work which they are meant for.

We get a thought provoking lesson from this incident that whatever we say, we should,  first understand, what it actually means, what effect it would lead further.

Guests are our God

Hi everyone 
A post after a long time Cz I was busy with my studies because exams r there in this month.
But even after that I managed to get some time to share something interesting, what today had something special and was different,  which gave me different type of lessons, views, thoughts; and which made me develop a step higher than what I was before. 
I m looking forward to have such experiences again and again so that I could improve myself as a person.

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Since the morning my mood  was little bit off,  Cause of the bullying, people try to do with me,  I avoid and ignore thinking about it but even after having determined self confidence I felt so. I tried to get over it and was making myself mentally prepare for studying cause it is the most applicable thing to get a better future which is for me is the most necessary  thing right now, cause it is my backup plan if I failed to become  a writer😟😞😭 (which I will never let happen cause its the only dream that is left to me😌😏🙆🙏).

But I was cheating myself that I am studying, 😑😕(which I think probably every student does). Then my mom came and told me that Some foreigners have came here in my street  from an NGO to tell us something about education  and blah blah!!
I wasn't at all interested  in this but had to go there, cause I m my mummy's little girl, who only have the ability  to talk in English. So I became the bali ka bakra at that time.

Then, I went to my friend's house where they had stayed and would execute there programme for which they were here. When I entered the room in which they were present, a very familiar friendly soothing welcoming I received from them, with the English accent but the Indian word  NAMASTE. 
I was surprised and shocked too,  seeing them in INDIAN DRESS ( ethnic Salwar suit) with BINDI on their forehead which was most adorable thing about them, and their Indian welcoming style was the most attractive thing. 
They shook their hands with me and introduced themselves as ketty( the most adorable in them) ,  zen and mecca. 
This was the first time I was going to had a conversation with any foreigner and I was very excited about it. . 
They asked me about my studies and brother and continued...  And my mom was continously looking at us as if what we're chatting, not only she but all the people  present  there,  so this is what,  how we Indians make a difference. 
Then we showed them the whole  house and made them  meet other people and took them to terrace,  when they went there they were like " o that's a rose plant, oh it's nice", "oh the small-small houses, oh that's owsome", "oh that's a party Hall,  oh that's great". 
(ek cheez isse ye pata chala ye american makhan marne me bare chalu hote h)

Then we played KABBADI with them, I think they enjoyed a lot playing it.

So we came to the 1st floor  and sat there. 
After some time their programme  started (everyone was told that's an NGO programme,  but I had the knowledge that it may be something else and I had asked zen at terrace about it,  she told me that she is here for telling about education,  child and the only one God Jessus).

The programme started with the question that where the life starts, of course from a woman womb where the baby stays for 9 months.

And further they told that how abortion is harmful for both the mother and the child,  how it gives unbearable or indescribable pain to that kid who hasn't yet came in this world without being guilty he suffers this.

Further,  they finally came to the point for which they were here .... 
God JESSUS 
They gave the example of 5 bengals of different colours: 
Gold : which indicates  what at the beginning universe was made by him,  the God,  which was pure than gold and God used to stay with us in that world
Black: it indicates  that the sin man did which ruined the world, and God went away from this world leaving us alone, as a punishment for our sins. 
Red : it indicates the sacrifice the son of God made, which made us free from sin. 
White/ silver: it indicates that for the well being and welfare of us he became alive after dieing. 
And at last 
Green : it indicates the prosperity that we can have because of him. 
    
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After the programme was over I had a nice conversation with all of them,  cause I was  able to talk with them in English 😎😜 and I realised that I am that good at least but need to improve more and more. 
Conversation with Mecca was the best part as we talked in a joking way.  One of the aunt there told her that she want to go with her to America. 
I referred her this again in English. Freakingly she said she would carry her in her pocket and no visa and passport will be required as she may didn't have it. And there was loud laughter sound when I translated it. 😀😁

And at last they were treated like celebrity I told them as everyone was asking them for picsand selfii. 
(aaahaahaa ek din ke celebrity)

I was wondering if what they felt at that time and also when  people wanted to talk with them with lack knowledge of English. 
(impression banane wale depression me chale gaye honge lagta h)

Now,  the time had come when they had to leave,  the whole people of my street  came to leave them to their van,  it was like bidai of any girl,  they hugged everyone  and get into the van with the promise that they will come again. 
And everyone here was left with the dreamy dream that they will came again.

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Two thing that came in my mind after this was

1.The thing was clear that they were the supporters of monotheism. 
But I am too. But with my own thoughts,  I believe in only one God too, but He is represent in the world with different from and different name for different religions but all the religion shows the same path of humanity. And that's my thoughts.

2. . We Indians are famous for our hospitable behaviour,  I know that they would be happy by getting  such a treatment but am thinking that if we Indian will go to their country,  Will we be treated in the same way???? 
Well I know the answer and I don't wanna hear it. 
We Indians have the nature to give without expecting. 
That's why in India it is said 
"अतिथि देवो भवाः"